Trusting

Hey Everyone!

I can't believe there are only two weeks left now! I'm mixed with fear and excitement. In these final days, how will God continue to meet me? What will happen after I leave here? How do I leave this place physically without disengaging mentally from what I've learned? Right now I am so anxious and so unsure of myself. Yet there is still this hope in me. Whether or not I know the end, or even the next step I know I can trust God to keep me.
This is where I no longer ignore the things I am learning about myself and the world around me. It hurts to know that I must make a decision. I can no longer live the way I used to. I can no longer look at people the way I used to. The former things have passed away. I feel more than ever the incredible difficulty of God's call to love if I attempt to do it of my own strength.
Well, I need to plan worship for chapel tomorrow. :)